Despairing Destiny

I always knew I was destined to suffer through an unfathomable amount of struggle and pain. Despite my knowing this, I remain afraid of hurting, feeling, failing–why can’t I overcome this monumental predicament? If I cannot, I fear I will never be able to truly experience life and live up to my potential. Perhaps this is the suffering I must endure in my lifetime; though, I will continue to dream, and work toward making my dreams reality.

This is just one out of a myriad of back-and-forth conversations that I have in my head on a regular basis. I’m in a never-ending battle with myself and my fluctuating positive thoughts and negative emotions, with one side never truly triumphing over the other.

And, so, the battle goes on…

JCH

Published by thinkinghertz

My blog is a resource for me to reveal my thoughts without having to deal with anyone judging me based on whether they know me or not.

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